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already create this for sometimes.. finally able to write in this ...

Monday, June 24, 2013

Childhood Crush

I still remember
When i first stepped on the brown pathway
The feels of adventure arising
But stilled..
There is a a doubt suddenly appear

I still remember
The leaves on the ground
Showing me the art of nature
Mellowing my heart
So i could put up on a courage to go through

I still remember
You standing in front of me
I kept on staring
Wondering where were you from
It feels like the music around me started to play

I still remember
Every time i saw you
My heart flutter
My stomach flying with a butterfly inside
Wondering if you ever thinking of me

I still remember
The smallest gesture from me to you
And from you to me
We were having a light dancing
All through our youth

I still remember
When we were staring at each other eyes
Even if it is only for a second
I feel it forever in my heart
Even when my eyes closed still

I still remember it
Even the youth is long gone
Even if our moments lost for yesteryear
Even if you forger about it
It still instilled deep in my heart

I still remember you
As someone who let me knows what loves mean
As someone who i have only saw briefly in my life
As someone who i once miss with all my heart
As someone who once have all my heart but didn't know it even when i take it back
As someone who gives me courage even when you are afar

Sometimes i did see you
In the present day when all we thought and hope
Doesn't happen as we wished
But sometimes what didn't happen
Is what strengthen our life force
Because the memories and remembrances
Is what makes us today

And i will always remember you
Remembering the words that i never said to you
Remembering you as a part once in my heart
Even when you forget about me...